Killing you slowly

I'm 15, I live in the 7even 7even 5ive. R3N0, NV to be exact. I'm a singer, I'm a writer, I'm a dancer. Now how does that all work out? I have no idea either. I like to be alone most of the time, I hate the silence. I would like to run away someplace all by me self. My blogs have hidden meanings dont try to hard to think about them.
Mon Sep 5

It’s probably not good for me to wish for bad things to happen to me. I want to get rid of this internal pain, I’d rather feel some sort of external pain. A way to actually let people know the pain I’m going through. But its all a matter of time something gets sorted out and fate finds its way to me.

Wed Jun 16
“ Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn. Sylvia Plath (via little-fighter) (via quote-book)
Fri May 28

shit happens.

fuck it

Sun Mar 28

Day 01 — A newly discovered song.
Day 02 — A movie you want to see.
Day 03 — A television program you watch too much.
Day 04 — A good book.
Day 05 — Quote of the Day.
Day 06 — Something random.
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy.
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad.
Day 09 — A photo you took.
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago.
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently.
Day 12 — Something random.
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book.
Day 15 — Something that is currently over-rated.
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 — Something random.
Day 19 — A talent of yours.
Day 20 — A hobby of yours.
Day 21 — A pair of shoes.
Day 22 — A website.
Day 23 — A YouTube video.
Day 24 — Something random.
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail.
Day 26 — Your week, in great detail.
Day 27 — This month, in great detail.
Day 28 — This year, in great detail.
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days.
Day 30 — Something random.

Tue Mar 9

I hate this feeling..

Stomach churning, nervous feeling.

Like I’m always doing something wrong.

Like I’m always going to fail.

I hate this feeling..

Of being so alone, but having everything I want.

Of being so angry all the time.

Having no control over how something makes me react.

I hate this feeling..

This inner war going inside my head.

Telling me which ways up and which is down.

Telling me the wrong thing, is the best thing.

I hate this feeling..

The constant pound of my heart, aching in unreasonable agony.

The sudden knot in my throat, not letting me speak.

The all the time figiting, none stop moving.

ihatethisfeeling.

Thu Feb 4

formspring.me

Ask away, i dont care whatever the question (: http://formspring.me/frankiefastlane

Mon Feb 1

formspring.me

Ask away, i dont care whatever the question (: http://formspring.me/frankiefastlane

formspring.me

Ask away, i dont care whatever the question (: http://formspring.me/frankiefastlane

Sat Jan 30
thatbittersweet: planetbernab2e3: mariannmaeee: (via realynmay)

thatbittersweet:

planetbernab2e3:

mariannmaeee:

(via realynmay)

Thu Jan 28

ehh

I hate how your whole life revolves around weed..

Two opposite people :/