Killing you slowly: Archive

It’s probably not good for me to wish for bad things to happen to me. I want to get rid of this internal pain, I’d rather feel some sort of external pain. A way to actually let people know the pain I’m going through. But its all a matter of time something gets sorted out and fate finds its way to me.

Sep 6th

“Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me...”

– Sylvia Plath (via little-fighter) (via quote-book)

Jun 17th

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shit happens. fuck it

May 29th

Mar 28th

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I hate this feeling.. Stomach churning, nervous feeling. Like I’m always doing something wrong. Like I’m always going to fail. I hate this feeling.. Of being so alone, but having everything I want. Of being so angry all the time. Having no control over how something makes me react. I hate this feeling.. This inner war going inside my head. Telling me which ways up and which...

Mar 10th

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Ask away, i dont care whatever the question (: http://formspring.me/frankiefastlane

Feb 5th

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Feb 2nd

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Ask away, i dont care whatever the question (: http://formspring.me/frankiefastlane

Feb 1st

Jan 31st

4,581 notes

ehh

I hate how your whole life revolves around weed.. Two opposite people :/

Jan 29th

157 notes

Jan 15th

208 notes

Jan 11th

ahhh, love feels so good <3

Jan 11th

so close to love it is crazy (:

Dec 22nd

Is it possible to love two different people?

Dec 15th

blahh :/

He says he loves me I crave for more. You say you love me I willingly ignore. His love does nothing but pull me in. Your love I didn’t even want to begin. You will kiss me and crave for my every touch. He wont even kiss me but still knows how to make me blush. You talk to me as if I’m something special sent from above. He talks to me as a regular person that he just so happens...

Dec 8th

Nov 29th

finger foods, cranberry vodka, and american pie. what my night consists of.

Nov 22nd

Seth: 11:02 PM i love you (:

Nov 15th

my day off

too stress to think. cried for 2 hours straight last night.. needed the understanding very bad..

Nov 6th

For you.

The things running through my mind lately. The things I wish I could say. The things I’m feeling. The things I’m put through everyday. Nothing can get worse, everything will stay packed away. Everything will change, just depending on the day. I’m waiting for that day, wish it would come. Wanting to get away, and find out who I will become. The things I say. The things I do. The...

Nov 4th

this song is exactly about me, i swear

She started dancing at the second that she heard the music play [She’s always moving] She looks at me but then I look back at her She turns away [She knows exactly what she’s doing] She moves closer and I’m thinking to myself that she’s all mine [She’s all mine] We start talking and she takes my hand like she does this all the time Go! Go! Go! You never had the time...

Nov 1st

Trust me, I’ll be fine. I’m just worried about you.

Oct 28th

I've done it again.

Let a perfectly great guy in, and pushed him away.. No idea what I’m going to do with myself.. Nothing is going to be the same.. I just don’t want to hurt anymore people.. “If you love something set it free” I’m trying..

Oct 27th

extra credit english

A simple phone call started it all, just one little ring, and the heavy breathing began. Lindsey had seen it all before she thought it was just one of the football guys messing with her. But boy was she wrong. After the call banging all around the house started happening. She went upstairs to check on the kids she was babysitting, of course they were sound asleep. This was the typical set of for...

Oct 16th

IDGAF

at all about your feelings. If you really did love me you’d be here. All a lie, a way to try and get in my pants. You say your done, I move on. You get mad. Da fuck? I say im sorry. You say you don’t care. I guess it goes to show ya, you dont know what you got till its gone.

Oct 12th

That was the most pointless relationship i have ever been in..

Oct 12th

Updates

Boyfriend: Matt Fehdrau :D God, he makes me so happy <3

Oct 8th

Sep 26th

the whole story

Jude by Frankie Lane Jude was one of those girls who was not quite sure of who she was yet, and yet was still very insular about everything she did. She was just fifteen years old when everything started making sense. She had understood now that when her parents said no, it meant no, and yes didn’t always mean they trusted her. She had plenty of friends but never seemed to stick...

Sep 24th

My mom hates this story haha

Jude(not finished) by Frankie Lane Jude was one of those girls who was not quite sure of who she was yet. She was just fifteen years old when everything started making sense. She had understood now that when her parents said no, it meant no, and yes didn’t always mean they trusted her. She had plenty of friends but never seemed to stick out on her own, and was always following what they did....

Sep 24th

you tasted like cigerettes today yuck :P

Sep 18th

ofcourse i find out AFTER you kiss me :/

Sep 17th

bummer :/

Dakota has a girlfriend.. hahh We still flirt like no other mother but I think that all should change..

Sep 17th

Losing it by nevershoutnever

all we ever did was move around i was always the new kid, never the cool kid but all i ever wanted to do was to fall in love just to be in love but my heart was racing my mind was screaming you’ve got your whole life to do these things but my legs were shaking my hands were searching for her in the backseat of my car i just lost it and i can’t believe it i knew i was only sixteen but i...

Sep 16th

Sep 15th

Sep 14th

The more you do, the more you know.

Sep 13th

Sep 11th

Last night was the worst way to end my birthday,. This morning wasn’t muc better.

Sep 9th

You act like you completely know me. Truth is you don’t even know me at all.

Sep 4th

I HATE HONORS CHEMISTRY;

expressing: lifeinthefastlane: stupid stupid stupid >:/ copying 3 pages of lab word by word.. blahhh.. today sucks God -_- I hated it too! Miller is so weird. I know!! >:/ He talks weird too…

Sep 4th

I HATE HONORS CHEMISTRY;

stupid stupid stupid >:/ copying 3 pages of lab word by word.. blahhh.. today sucks

Sep 4th

first day of school;

lookin super fly, i know your hopin i would catch your eye ;) haha. today should be cool

Aug 31st

Aug 21st

I think it’s funny when I catch a guy checking me out. hahahaha funny funny funny

Aug 21st

What do you do when your bestfriends cousin wants to date you but she doesn’t want you to date him? ughhh help?

Aug 15th

The truth?

You ask for the truth and I tell you. You get upset and I wonder why. Would you want to be lied to and be happy? or Would you rather get the truth and be unhappy?

Aug 14th