Killing you slowly

I'm 15, I live in the 7even 7even 5ive. R3N0, NV to be exact. I'm a singer, I'm a writer, I'm a dancer. Now how does that all work out? I have no idea either. I like to be alone most of the time, I hate the silence. I would like to run away someplace all by me self. My blogs have hidden meanings dont try to hard to think about them.
Tue Sep 15

Losing it by nevershoutnever

all we ever did was move around
i was always the new kid, never the cool kid
but all i ever wanted to do was to fall in love
just to be in love

but my heart was racing
my mind was screaming
you’ve got your whole life to do these things
but my legs were shaking
my hands were searching for her in the backseat of my car
i just lost it
and i can’t believe it

i knew i was only sixteen
but i thought i loved her and it’d last forever
but only if i knew that she wasn’t true
how could she do this to me?

my heart was racing
my mind was screaming
you’ve got your whole life to do these things
but my legs were shaking
my hands were searching for her in the backseat of my car
i just lost it
and i can’t believe it