Killing you slowly

I'm 15, I live in the 7even 7even 5ive. R3N0, NV to be exact. I'm a singer, I'm a writer, I'm a dancer. Now how does that all work out? I have no idea either. I like to be alone most of the time, I hate the silence. I would like to run away someplace all by me self. My blogs have hidden meanings dont try to hard to think about them.
Tue Nov 3

For you.

The things running through my mind lately.
The things I wish I could say.
The things I’m feeling.
The things I’m put through everyday.

Nothing can get worse, everything will stay packed away.
Everything will change, just depending on the day.
I’m waiting for that day, wish it would come.
Wanting to get away, and find out who I will become.

The things I say.
The things I do.
The things you say.
Thing things I wish I knew.

Same old thing everytime, I’ve got to stop I dont need anyone to be mine.
Like I always say, in the end your all you have.