Tue
Mar
9
I hate this feeling..
Stomach churning, nervous feeling.
Like I’m always doing something wrong.
Like I’m always going to fail.
I hate this feeling..
Of being so alone, but having everything I want.
Of being so angry all the time.
Having no control over how something makes me react.
I hate this feeling..
This inner war going inside my head.
Telling me which ways up and which is down.
Telling me the wrong thing, is the best thing.
I hate this feeling..
The constant pound of my heart, aching in unreasonable agony.
The sudden knot in my throat, not letting me speak.
The all the time figiting, none stop moving.
ihatethisfeeling.
