Killing you slowly

I'm 15, I live in the 7even 7even 5ive. R3N0, NV to be exact. I'm a singer, I'm a writer, I'm a dancer. Now how does that all work out? I have no idea either. I like to be alone most of the time, I hate the silence. I would like to run away someplace all by me self. My blogs have hidden meanings dont try to hard to think about them.
Mon Sep 5

It’s probably not good for me to wish for bad things to happen to me. I want to get rid of this internal pain, I’d rather feel some sort of external pain. A way to actually let people know the pain I’m going through. But its all a matter of time something gets sorted out and fate finds its way to me.